I feel like I've really neglected my blog the last week. I'll tell you why. Remember how I posted about female things and that I was expecting my monthly friend? Well, it didn't come as expected. I was freaked out until this morning that we were having another baby.
My emotions cycled from terrified to ok to happy to terrified. For like 6 days this went on. We are trying to prevent pregnancy, but we know it's not 100% reliable. We are so uncertain as to what we should do- my parents want us to permanently cut our fertility off, but we don't know if we're ready for that. We want a little boy, so another baby is probably in the future, but it's just so complicated. My husband is almost 37 and I'm 26, so we're still young :)
So my thoughts and heart were all consumed with all of that and I couldn't really focus on much else. I'm a little disappointed, because I had just settled that I was pregnant and that the tests weren't picking up the hcG hormone yet. But, I am perfectly fine with not being pregnant :)
Well anyways, so that's what was going on. Today has been really busy and not going how I had planned so I must go for now.